crazy talk

well.
it's only a few hours away.
in 6 hours (or 5am), I'll be leaving the house to go to the hospital...
FOR MY C-SECTION!
i cannot believe it is finally here.
my daughter will be here in about 9 hours. (my surgery is scheduled for about 7:30 am)
I want to see her beautiful face.
i'm praying for a safe operation and more importantly, Miette to be safe, healthy, and happy.
i can't even believe the end of this long road is coming to an end... but another beautiful one is just about to begin.
this whole situation changed me so much, i can hardly wrap my brain around it.
i love who i've become and i do not miss the old me at all.
i can thank it all to my daughter and god.
so blessed, it's not even able to be put into words.
<3

happy birthday, beautiful

Today is Jeff Buckley's birthday.
Had to honor him, as he is my favorite musical artist of all time.
everybody knows this.
love!

probably my favorite performance of his.

my baby shower 10/10/10

my baby shower was better than I ever could've imagined.  the theme was Deery Lou, which if you know me, know that i love love love Deery Lou.  my mom seriously went above and beyond to make this shower perfect.  i am so blessed.  i always say that, but it's completely true.  i am now  28 weeks!  Miette will be here so soon.  it's unbelievable.  Frankie and I are absolutely spoiled with all of the stuff we got.  I think Miette literally has everything she needs.  The only thing I can think of that we need to get is the baby monitor.  Anyway, here are a shit ton of pictures from the party, all mixed up out of order. deal with it. :)