tasteless

sleeping on the moon and dreaming on the sun
hot cold
hot cold
I like the cold
the heat hurts my life
atoms and explosions
my brain and my heart
stay out of both and fall in the sewer's mouth
he thinks you taste good
but he spits out your soul

summer gypsy

• Put your ITunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
• For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
• YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
• Tag 20 friends.
• Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
• Have fun!

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY', YOU SAY?
"to the stars! to the moon" Le Loup

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
"Cuckoo for Caca" Faith No More

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
"everything in it's right place" radiohead

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
"and i'm gone" prefuse 73

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
"babe" - glassjaw

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
"roygbiv" - boards of canada

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
"ruby" - mount kimbie

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
"striving for protection" - raekwon

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
"beyond the beyond" - rjd2

10. WHAT IS 2+2?
"price of gas" - bloc party

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT YOUR BEST FRIEND?
"nylon smile" - portishead

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
"can't find my way home" - sneaker pimps

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
"carbonated" - mount kimbie

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"good lovin outside" - animal collective

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
"the prettiest sea slug" - blockhead

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
"rhythm sticks" - blackalicious

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
"things you can do" - tv on the radio

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
"industrial warfare" - the dynospectrum

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
"visual music" - fat jon

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
"marla" - grizzly bear

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
"ladies love chest rockwell" - lovage

22. WHAT WILL YOU NAME THIS NOTE?
"summer gypsy" - nujabes

my head

to shave or not to shave?

only part of one side.
not that played out Rianna hairdo.
but i miss having parts of my head shaved.
ha.
does that sound weird?
deal with it.

<3

Recently...

Mostly Miette from the past week.

Today she is 3 weeks old.

(it's also Frankie & my one year anniversary)

some other randoms thrown in here.

recents

randoms, birdie, xmas, famalam, art, makeup play, etc

random recents

newnew

got an amazing new camera, so I've been playing around with it. 

here be some flicks:

my brain ran dumb

as of today, I am 29 weeks and 5 days pregnant! Unbelievable. I am so excited, I can't even put it into words. I wish time would go just a bit faster (I always say that). But, the third trimester has been pretty hard for me. For one, I get nauseous almost every day. Most women get morning (afternoon, evening) sickness mostly in the first trimester, but I am in that lucky small percentage of women that don't develop it badly until trimester 3. Wonderful. Another thing that has been a burden, is my anxiety. I've been suffering from anxiety for about 9 years, when I was about 17. I believe it started back when I thought ecstasy was a really cool drug. Rather, I was naive and really didn't think it was that bad. The last time I ate it, I had a really bad trip and ever since then I started getting anxiety/panic attacks. Finally had them under control, with the help of anti-anxiety medication, meditation, and prayer. But now, I'm having a shit ton of anxiety. Though, it is nowhere near as horrible as it used to be, thank gawd. I'm sure it's common in pregnancy, and I'm such a worry wort when it comes to giving birth and something happening to Miette. I know everything will be ok, just wish it was a little easier to deal with.

Here is me 29 wks and 4 days:


and here is the adorable bassinet, that I put together solo, and there was so much to it lol.



<3

I really want this vintage veedub:


a long time, good mood song:


lovelovelove