the sweetest girl that ever lived

here is Mimi at 6 weeks old.
she is such an angel.
here is the proof... just listen to those sweet sounds.
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meet Miette Aleksi

here are a few pictures of my baby girl, Miette aka Mimi.

She is beautiful.

I'll write my whole birth story on here when I get a chance and I'm not in the hospital, but she had us worried at first. She had a lot of fluid in her lungs, which caused her to have a little trouble breathing on her own.  it's not uncommon, but you still don't want to see your child struggling.  i was a wreck at first.  they are taking wonderful care of her though and she's doing so much better.  she won't need to stay for a longer amount of time or anything.  thanking god for this one. 

the first pictures are right before and after she is born yesterday and the last few are from this morning.

she is so amazing and looks so much like her dad. i see some of me, but she's only a day old! it might take awhile.

like father like son

so beautiful.
the resemblance is uncanny too.  
of course we all know i'm partial to Jeff.
nobody can take his place in my heart. 
the voice on that man was beautiful and haunting.
will never get enough.

necessary

lifted

astonishing <3

9 weeks

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walking in space

My body is walking in space.
My soul is in orbit with god, face to face.
Floating, flipping.
Flying, tripping.
Tripping from Potsville to Mainline.
Tripping from Mainline to Moonville.
On a rocket to the fourth dimension.
Total self awareness, the intention.
My mind is as clear as country air.
I feel my flesh, all colors mesh.

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8 weeks

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my next sonogram isn't until june 16th, days are draggings.
i want a sonogram every day lol.

girls i do adore

The Costume Institute Gala in New York:

two beautifuls

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tanx boo

get outside and play

Now!




Enjoy this beautiful weather.
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Fearless

I don't know whether to laugh or cry

And I don't know whether to live or die

I kept my love for her locked deep inside

It cuts like a knife

She's out of my life

Out of my life, out of my hair

Out of my mind, there's no love in there

I move on, move on

Dear God, I wasn't breast fed

And most of my conversations with men seem to revolve around music

I'm no musician but the pain has been instrumental

My sense finally tune the instruments of, of, of

Of being lost

Of being lonely

Of being loved

Of being human

Man, I could use a metaphor, but I can't get beyond this shit

I could use someone to talk to

But most of my conversations with men seem to revolve around music

I am a poet who composes what the world proses

And proses what the world composes

Damned indecision and cursed pride

I kept my love for her locked deep inside

And I don't know what to do to get it through to you

Get out of my life tonight

Get out of my life

Out of my life, out of my hair

Out of my mind, cause no lovin fair

I move on, move on

She had nothing, but time on her hands

Silver rings, turquoise stones, and purple nails

I rub my thumb across her palm

A feather bed where slept a psalm

Though I walked, I used to fly, and now we dance

I watch my toenails blacken and walk a dead end path

'til she woke me with the knife edge of her glance

I have the scars to prove the clock strikes with her hands

And I don't know what to do
To get it through to you
And I don't know what to do
To get it through
Out of my life, out of my hair
Out of my mind, 'cause no lovin' fair
I move on, move on, I move on

doing it well

I can't wait for my hair to somewhat grow bc I'm almost 100% sure that I'm going to dread it.
Yes.
I am.
Serious.

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I'm sorry, I had to... again.

I really cannot get enough of him. I mean, he's been one of my favorite artists for years and years now, but lately I'm on the biggest Jeff Buckley kick and it won't go away. I think I've officially bumped him up to my all time favorite. Yes, before Prince, and before Atmosphere. Absolutely crazy, I know this. I can't help it. He has the most amazing voice in the whole entire world, I don't care if anyone thinks different. Come back from the dead and wed me, please?
ha, I'm such a lame. I don't even mind.

i can't take it.
lol
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Happy Tuesday

It's beautiful out! get outside!

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inspiration for the ladies

some inspirational lady pics i found on stumbleupon.com (amazing website, definitely check it):


















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randies love & interests

old school Ninja Turtles


the French language


Costume jewelry


opera gloves


OG ghetto blasters


Double Dees clothing


Hare Krishna


Rafe Spall


gumball machines


the LES


mass transit


lab sessions

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