Saturday, January 30, 2010


"Some people have a hard time explaining rock 'n' roll. I don't think anyone can really explain rock 'n' roll. Maybe Pete Townshend, but that's okay. Rock 'n' roll is a lifestyle and a way of thinking... and it's not about money and popularity. Although, some money would be nice. But it's a voice that says, "Here I am... and fuck you if you can't understand me." And one of these people is gonna save the world. And that means that rock 'n' roll can save the world... all of us together. And the chicks are great. But what it all comes down to is that thing. The indefinable thing when people catch something in your music. these people is gonna save the world. And that means that rock 'n' roll can save the world... all of us together. And the chicks are great. But what it al comes down to is that thing. The indefinable thing when people catch something in your music"- Jeff Bebe

Friday, January 29, 2010

open mic

Last night, me and the boys trekked it to Shenanigan's in North Babylon for open mic. Sargon and Clarity hosted it. Was definitely a fun ass time. I was going to perform the songs that I'm featured on, but Sargon forgot the beats (dummy ;). Still, the boys performed some songs and they were a big hit.

here are the vidsies:

Also, come through to West Palm Saloon tomorrow night. It's in East Northport (formerly Blackbird's, Vertigo, Bleechers, etc). It's Password's bday bonanza. Live music and DJ Six3One on the 1s & 2s.

get involved!


winties oh ten, thus far!


Wednesday, January 27, 2010


Liebe lieft in der luft! Verstanden! Alles ist wundubar, vou heute ou, and fur immer, und immer, und immer.

Du wirst immer mit mir sein, baby, waite ab.
Meine liebe wird did befreien.
Warte ab du wirst immer nuit mer sein.


I think I probably misspelled some of that, but oh wellsies.

Really? No, seriously? WTF?

While browsing through The Lipstick Diaries (one of my favorite blogs), I found this:

It's an effing artificial HYMEN! what the shit? This is just creepy.

"No more worry about losing your virginity. With this product, you can have your first night back anytime. Insert this artificial hymen into your vagina carefully. It will expand a little and make you feel tight. When your lover penetrate, it will ooze out a liquid that look like blood not too much but just the right amount. Add in a few moans and groans, you will pass through undetectable. Its easy to use, clinically proven non-toxic to human and has no side effects, no pain to use and no allergic reaction."

I can't believe this is real? Hey, if you don't wanna feel loosey goosey, don't go sleeping around, but that's just my opinion.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

oh my lawdz

Oh my lawdz, Amber Rose. What's your deal?

Wow. That's all I can really say about that.
I mean, I'm all about taking risks when it comes to fashion, but what the shit? I can't figure out if she actually thinks this looks good, or if it's just for attention. The titty peeking out makes it even worse. I want to grab it and tuck it back in for her, but I've got a feeling she likes it like that.


My horoscope from yesterday, it was purrrrfect like a cat birfday.

Pisces 2/23/10:
PISCES horoscope for Jan, 23, 2010
Don't let a grumpy or mean-spirited person ruin what should be an otherwise wonderful day. Too often you allow external forces or people to intrude on your peace of mind and happiness. But you cannot control outside occurrences, including what other people say or do. The people who are happiest in life know this and live it. Think of it as putting a filter in your brain that only allows in positive or constructive thoughts. Tonight, celebrate a new beginning as you continue to move along a more inspiring path.

Friday, January 22, 2010


During our last recording session, we had our sexy Austrian lady (Manuella) speak some German on our track. sounds so hot. i wonder if any other american hiphop songs have german in it. ladytron does, but they obviously aren't classified in the hiphop genre.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

MTTM Spring 2010 "Dazed & Confused"

I'm totally loving the new Married To The Mob line. They took it to a different level this time. I love old school late 60s/early 70s clothing. and I love the one piece romper. I've got one somewhere and it's inspiring me to dig through my wardrobe and find it. Or I'll just buy the one from MTTM.

Monday, January 18, 2010

my music

So, I rejoined myspace after having deleted it about a year ago. ONLY reason I joined is because after years of wanting to, I finally got a music page up.
Only one track up so far, called "Heartbreak for Dummies". It's a hiphop track with Bookwurm, Sargon, FG and myself singing the hooks and a little skit work. If you're into hiphop, I think you'll thoroughly enjoy it.
This is what I need to be doing. recording, performing... it's so me. lovelovelove.

Birdie on myspace

more tracks coming soon.
+ performances. I'll keep everyone informed.

I love my life!


sexy time

this is one of my favorite videos for awhile now.
Spank Rock, Amanda Blank, and Benny Blanco presenting the top 10 songs to do it too. comedy.
Also, make sure you watch the whole thing, Amanda kills it at the end!!!!

Bangers & Cash Top 10 Songs To Do It To

SPANK ROCK | MySpace Music Videos

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

My niecey should baby model.

She's so precious.


The Lipstick Diaries done did it again...
They hit us up with another fire mix tape, mixed by DJ Spintelect

download < a href=">

also, you can still download the first mixtape Here


Sunday, January 10, 2010

forever in love

with Bjork.
She is so amazing. Her voice can make me cry, and it has. She has one of those voices where you can tell her whole heart is going into the song. I can sing, but damn, I wish I could express myself through song even 1/4 as much as she does.

"Joga" live:

Hello, Dolly!

I absolutely adore these photos, via What The Hellz?!.
Real life dolls. I would love to dress like this everyday... yes, I'm serious.


Saturday, January 9, 2010

for funsies

"sleepyhead" by Passion Pit, because I love them, and because i missed the show today/tonight.



this will pull on your heart strings

My cousin Sarah showed me this video the other night, and I was almost moved to tears. This is one of the most amazing things that I've ever seen in my life. It's kind of a long video, but please watch the whole thing. You can't learn this stuff.

"Kseniya Simonova is a 24 years old Ukranian artist. She uses a giant light box, dramatic music, imagination and "sand painting" skills to interpret Germany's invasion and occupation of Ukraine during WWII. She won Ukraine's Got Talent 2009, watched by over 13 million people."
~via Kseniyas Imonova

According to wikipedia:

"Sand animation is also known as sand art. It has a term which has two meanings. It is the name given to a style of live performance art, and also to a type of animation. In the former, an artist creates a series of images using sand, a process which is achieved by applying sand to a surface and then rendering images by drawing lines and figures in the sand with one's hands. To increase visibility and to add further artistic aesthetic, a sand animation performer will often use the aid of an overhead projector or lightboard. In the latter, animators move around sand on a backlighted or frontlighted piece of glass to create each frame for their animated films."

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

girl on girl

My biggest girl crush to date, is Sarah Silverman. She's not exactly what you would call conventionally pretty, but I am so in love with her. I'm sure her comedy and her voice make it easier for me to love her, as well. She is the cutest thing ever! I would love to go completely gay for her. I might even love her more than Amanda Blank, only because I knew of her before I knew of Amanda.

You must also watch this video. An installment of her stand up act, "Jesus is Magic". She has to be the funniest broad ever. You would think with her nasal, sweet voice, she would be all prim and proper, but she has the mouth of a fucking truck driver married to a trailer park chick!


I don't believe you

Kool Keith is one of my favorite rappers, even though his lyrics are ridiculous. Pure comedy though, gotta love it. Here's a video for his joint "I Don't Believe You". It's just a bunch of flicks to go with the lyrics, but it's fucking hilarious.

I know a guy who I could totally dedicate this song to. Literally, he lies about stuff like this often. Love it.

Ciara for L'Officiel Magazine

She looks amazing in this high fashion shots. Not into her music, but she is absolutely stunning.

One of my dreams is to be a celebrity/high fashion makeup artist. Very hard to get into that, but I went to school for Esthetics, so at least I have that under my belt. Now to update my makeup collection and work on my freelancing skills. Weddings? I hate doing weddings, but it's good experience.

Nylon TV: Vans 2010 collection.

Monday, January 4, 2010


While browsing The Lipstick Diaries, I came across a wonderful post.
V Magazine is doing a spread about women with curves! I adore this. I'm curvy and love it. I'm so sick of seeing emaciated models in ever high fashion magazine. Thick bitches are beautiful too!
Although I adore her, Twiggy ruined it for us. She was the first stick skinny model and changed everything. Marilyn Monroe was like a size 12 or 14 (I can't recall which). Face it: most women have a real body, not one consisting of skin and bones. Bigger is beautiful!
also, quit calling girls "fat" just because they don't have little boy bodies. lame city. for all the photos.


Don't ask me why, I know these are terribly ugly, but I want them so badly. and I never wear heels. maybe only twice a year do they make an appearance. and that's usually only if i'm attending a wedding or another fancy celebration.

Maurie and Eve Motorcycle Boots

so gross.


this is so old, but this shit still cracks me up!

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Cola Queen

I love this song by The Libertines. This song was from their og lineup with Steve Bedlow aka Scarborough Steve as the front man. Personally, I enjoy him being the singer much more than Pete Doherty fronting the band. I love how it has an old, dirty sound. They totally should've kept it like this!


hi, I love you.

Thank you for singing me to sleep almost every night.



*At a stand still
*I don't really understand this life
*I need a change of scene
*This year is all about music, art, healthfulness, and ME!
*I would like to move again as soon as possible
*I miss my wifey
*I lost 5 lbs this past week, but it's not making much of a difference
*I want a new job. Working from home is depressing.
*I need to make some music (record over fresh beats, start a band, etc) asap
*I need to learn how to only focus on the positive (i guess this post isn't proving that so much, huh?)
*I must use my skills that I excel in and do something great, like I am meant for
*I have to not let things get to me that won't matter in the grand scheme!!!!
*I must love more
*I must care more
*I must listen more intently
*I must write more
*I must read twice as much as I already do
*I must take and give good advice
*I must spoil myself (in a good way)
*I need to use the computer less than I do
*I need to keep my focus on exercising and putting only natural things into my body
*I have to keep my focus on drinking less booze (even though I've gotten exceptionally better at it already)
*I must continue to be myself!

I guess this was a sort of New Year's resolution list?
Even though, I don't usually like making those, this is more of some goals I would like to accomplish this year.



I hate wearing rings, but I really think I might need this:

Reason being, I say, "Yo", far too much!

it's at

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Saturday, January 2, 2010

New New Week

nye week.
it was a good one, but i'm still exhausted from it.



went to bk to hang with Hank, haven't seen him in 3 yrs

New Year's Eve was quite the shit show at Carissa's