The Polaroid Project: Day 8

Dusty
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The Polaroid Project: Day 7

Fortune
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newnew

got an amazing new camera, so I've been playing around with it. 

here be some flicks:

The Polaroid Project: Day 6

Bubble tea
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The Polaroid Project: Day 5

Deery Lou
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The Polaroid Project: Day 4

Lancey Potter
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Strawberry Street

street lights flicker on
as they take on the sun;
like counterfeit stars,
watch them come.

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The Polaroid Project: Day 3

Jesus piece
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Polaroid Project: Day 2

create or die.
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The Polaroid Project: day one

So I think I shall post a Polaroid every day for a whole year. just seems like something fun to do.
so here ya go.

my brain ran dumb

as of today, I am 29 weeks and 5 days pregnant! Unbelievable. I am so excited, I can't even put it into words. I wish time would go just a bit faster (I always say that). But, the third trimester has been pretty hard for me. For one, I get nauseous almost every day. Most women get morning (afternoon, evening) sickness mostly in the first trimester, but I am in that lucky small percentage of women that don't develop it badly until trimester 3. Wonderful. Another thing that has been a burden, is my anxiety. I've been suffering from anxiety for about 9 years, when I was about 17. I believe it started back when I thought ecstasy was a really cool drug. Rather, I was naive and really didn't think it was that bad. The last time I ate it, I had a really bad trip and ever since then I started getting anxiety/panic attacks. Finally had them under control, with the help of anti-anxiety medication, meditation, and prayer. But now, I'm having a shit ton of anxiety. Though, it is nowhere near as horrible as it used to be, thank gawd. I'm sure it's common in pregnancy, and I'm such a worry wort when it comes to giving birth and something happening to Miette. I know everything will be ok, just wish it was a little easier to deal with.

Here is me 29 wks and 4 days:


and here is the adorable bassinet, that I put together solo, and there was so much to it lol.



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I really want this vintage veedub:


a long time, good mood song:


lovelovelove

i love lomo

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homage

Rest in Peace, Eyedea.
One of my favorite emcees of all time.
a true lyricist.
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Rest peacefully

whoa! RIP Michael "Eyedea" Larsen. a sad day for hip-hop.
:(

Put a smile on my face

Jayla never fails to do that!

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Strange days.

I think today might have been the most terrifying day of my life.
serious.

Sweet monsters

monsters under my bed.
they look like you when you're mad.
I like the way they look.
but I can't stand you.
especially when you're sweet.
I already have a toothache.
sickly sweet.

in heaven...

everything is fine...



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Paralysis

I love your eyes.
the sun is inside them.
they paralyze my heart.

my baby shower 10/10/10

my baby shower was better than I ever could've imagined.  the theme was Deery Lou, which if you know me, know that i love love love Deery Lou.  my mom seriously went above and beyond to make this shower perfect.  i am so blessed.  i always say that, but it's completely true.  i am now  28 weeks!  Miette will be here so soon.  it's unbelievable.  Frankie and I are absolutely spoiled with all of the stuff we got.  I think Miette literally has everything she needs.  The only thing I can think of that we need to get is the baby monitor.  Anyway, here are a shit ton of pictures from the party, all mixed up out of order. deal with it. :)