everyone is asking me if i'm hoping for a girl or a boy more. i really don't know. since i was young, i always said that if i ever had a child, i want it to be a boy (though, i honestly never saw myself having kids). at this point, i'll be happy either way, as long as the baby is healthy and happy. i do have a feeling that i'm having a girl though... which i'm sure means i'm having a boy.
everyone i see is telling me different things. "oh, you're glowing, that means you're having a boy", "your face changed a bit, that means you're having a girl"... all different myths. so silly. it's different every pregnancy. they say girls give you horrible skin. my skin looks amazing. that could also be bc of my Arbonne :)
i cannot stress enough how happy i am with the way things have turned out though. this has changed me so intensely for the better and i can't believe how blessed i am. i'm truly thankful for everyone and everything that still have an importance in my life. i don't even mind anyone who has or is hating on me anymore. i hope they can one day find the happiness that i have found. i know what it's like to hate, and sorry, you're not happy with yourself when you have to do that. it's alright. things will get better.
anyway, i really hope i can fall out asap. i'm sooooo excited!