Today I went to Babies 'r' Us to update my baby registry and see some furniture in person. Frankie, my mom, and my grandma came with me. I loved it! at one point I started getting choked up while looking at baby girl clothes. it's becoming so real. I couldn't be happier to meet her and I wish I could this instant! I can't explain these wonderful feelings, but I wish I could. they are like nothing I've ever experienced before. I'm so thankful and beyond blessed. all of my past dramatics seem so trivial now. there is only my baby. I thank god everyday for how my life is turning out.